Monday, 10 June 2013

EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion

EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion
Mumbai: Startling revelations about the troubled personal life of Jiah Khan have come out through the suicide note written by the actress, before she committed suicide on night of June 3. The six-page note was ‘made public’ by her mother Rabiya Khan on Sunday, with a stated intention to ‘bring out the truth related to Jiah Khan’s death’.
Dispelling ‘speculations’ that Jiah suffered from depression owing to her waning career graph, Rabiya instead claimed that it was her boyfriend Suraj Pancholi who ‘drove her to commit suicide’. 
“It happened only because of the trauma and abuse she (had) suffered at the hands of Suraj Pancholi and his father Aditya Pancholi,” Rabiya said in a written statement.
Believed to have been discovered by Jiah’s sister in her closet on June 6, the note blames her boyfriend (Suraj) for ‘destroying every bit of her’.  
Notably, Jiah mentions in the letter that she had also been ‘raped, abused and tortured, which she didn’t deserve’. The British-born actress also throws light on the lavish expenditure she had incurred on Suraj as she loved him’, but rues that even then he had always cheated on her’.
Moreover, it reveals that ‘Jiah had aborted her baby’, apparently at insistence of Suraj and his father Aditya Pancholi.
Though the contents of the letter are known to Juhu Police, they are said to be waiting for the report from handwriting experts to confirm if the letter had, indeed, been penned by Jiah herself.
Meanwhile, Suraj Pancholi was summoned for another round of questioning on Sunday.
Excerpts from the suicide note in following slides.

EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion
Page 1 per se:
"I don't know how to say this to you. But I might as well now as I have nothing to lose. I've already lost everything. If you're reading this, I might have already left or about to leave.”
“I am broken inside. You may not know this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me everyday.” 
“These days I see no light. I wake up not wanting to wake up.” 
“There was a time I saw my life with you. But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside. I have never given so much of myself to anyone or cared som much. You returned my love with cheating and lies.”
“It didn’t matter how much gifts I gave you or how beautiful how I looked for you. I was saved of getting pregnant but I gave you myself completely.”

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EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion
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“The pain you have caused me everyday has destroyed every bit of me, destroyed my soul. I can’t eat or sleep or think or function. I am running away from everything."
"The career is not even worth it anymore. When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined that I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don’t know why destiny brought us together."  
 "After all the pain, the rape, the abuse the torture I have seen previously I didn’t deserve this. I didn’t see any love or commitment from you.. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women mine was you and work."
"If  I stay here I will love you and miss you. So I am kissing my
  
EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion
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10 year career and dreams good bye !.. I never told you but I received a message about you cheating me.."
"I choose to ignore it, decided to trust you.  You embarrassed me. I never went out, I never want anyone else, I am a loyal person.  I never met anyone with Kartik, I just wanted you to feel how you make me feel constantly. No other women will ever give you as much as I did I can write that in my blood."
"Things were looking up for me here, but is it worth it when you constantly feel the pain of heart break when the person you love wants to abuse you or threatens to hit you cheats on you telling other girls they r  beautiful or throws  you of their house when you have  

EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion
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nowhere to go and you  come there out of love or when they lie to your face or they make you chase after them in their car or disrespects their family."
"You never even met my sister. I bought your sister presents. You tore my soul. I have no reason to breathe anymore.  All I wanted was love I did everything for you I was working for us. My future is destroyed my happiness is snatched away from me."
"I always wished the best for you was ready to invest what little money I had in your betterment. You never appreciated my love, kicked me in the face."     
"I have no confidence or self esteem left, whatever talent whatever ambition you took it all away. You destroyed my life." 
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EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion
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nowhere to go and you  come there out of love or when they lie to your face or they make you chase after them in their car or disrespects their family."
"You never even met my sister. I bought your sister presents. You tore my soul. I have no reason to breathe anymore.  All I wanted was love I did everything for you I was working for us. My future is destroyed my happiness is snatched away from me."
"I always wished the best for you was ready to invest what little money I had in your betterment. You never appreciated my love, kicked me in the face."     
"I have no confidence or self esteem left, whatever talent whatever ambition you took it all away. You destroyed my life." 
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EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion
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"The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply. 
"You destroyed my Christmas and birthday dinner when I came back. When I tried my hardest to make your birthday special.  You chose to be away from me on the Valentine day. You promised me once we made one year we would get engaged."
"All you want in life is partying your women and your selfish motives. All I wanted was you and my happiness  you took both away from me. I spent money on you selflessly 
  
EXCLUSIVE: Jiah was 'raped, abused and tortured' by Suraj; had even undergone abortion
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you would laugh in my face when I would cry for you."
"I have nothing left in this world to live for after this. I wish you had loved me like I loved you. I dreamt of  our future. 
I dreamt of our success..I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises all I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again. I am nothing, I had everything. I felt so alone even while with you. You made me feel alone and vulnerable."   
  

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