Mumbai: Few days
ago, the city police had recovered two sets of letters in connection
with the Jiah Khan suicide case. One set of five letters was recovered
from Suraj Pancholi's residence. The letters were allegedly written by
Jiah and addressed to her boyfriend Suraj.
Daily Bhaskar has reproduced these letters. The tone of the first letter is completely different from that of the letter earlier released to the media by Jiah's mother Rabia Khan.
Daily Bhaskar has reproduced these letters. The tone of the first letter is completely different from that of the letter earlier released to the media by Jiah's mother Rabia Khan.
The second set of two letters was recovered from Jiah Khan's
residence. They were allegedly written by Suraj to Jiah and were
extremely apologetic in nature.
Dearest Suraj
Thank you for being the
most beautiful human being to me. I promise to only help you to get
where you want to be and make your father and mother proud. You have
helped me so much. I want to give you all in return. I know you are the
only one for me. Whether as a husband, boyfriend, friend or plain
acquaintance. I will always be yours. I have so much love to give. No
more tears or sadness or pity or anger. The words you said to me after
made sense. You've been my angel. Once again I apologise. I would like
to open up to you about my past so you can understand me better. I
finally feel like I am over my past demons.
Thank you
Yours Truly,
The text of another letter:
I am writing this to you because I don't know how else to
communicate with you. I care for you deeply and it hurts me to know you
don't trust me. I know you are young and I am very sensitive. I'm sorry,
I can't help it. When I love and care for someone, I get very
emotional. I never thought I would meet someone like you and feel the
way I feel. You've given me so much excitement and happiness. At times
though I feel like I am being taken for granted. I know you don't mean
it, but I wish you would show me more respect, love and appreciation.
Its not much to ask. I'm an all or nothing kind of girl. When I give my
heart, I give myself totally. I wish you would do the same. I would take
care of you, and love you like no one ever has. I am deeply romantic
and a genuine yet complex person
- I will never hurt you or betray you. Please learn to trust me and give into me completely. All I ask of you is to make more of an effort like how you were when we first met, caring, sweet, emotional and addictive. I will never believe rumours about you, I will learn to trust you as well. Don't try and make me jealous or cry. All I want is to love you and have beautiful days with you filled with happiness and excitement. The minute I feel insecure I close myself up. Take care of me, love me, I'm just a lost girl, but I feel safe with you. I am yours and hope to be for a long time. Open up to me baby, be my prince charming and sweep me off my feet. That's all I can say to you. I'm sorry if you can't read my writing I miss you already!
"I don't know how to
say this to you but I might as well now as I have nothing to lose. I've
already lost everything. If you're reading this I might have already
left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may not have known this
but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost myself in loving you.
Yet you tortured me everyday. These days I see no light I wake up not
wanting to wake up.
When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don't know why destiny brought us together. After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn't deserve this. I didn't see any love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you. So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never told you but I received a message about you. About you cheating on me. I chose to ignore it, decided to trust you. You embarrassed me. I never went out, I never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. I never met anyone with Karthik I just wanted you to feel how you make me feel constantly. No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood.
All you want in life is
partying, your women and your selfish motives. All I wanted was you and
my happiness you took both away from me. I spent money on you
selflessly. You would laugh in my face when I would cry for you. I have
nothing left in this world to live for after this. I wish you had loved
me like I loved you. I dreamt of our future. I dreamt of our success. I
leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises. All I
want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again. I am nothing. I had
everything. I felt so alone even while with you. You made me feel alone
and vulnerable. I am so much more than this."
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